Monday, December 24, 2012

The Twelve Days of Mali

I have 12 days left in Mali before I move to Cameroon and was inspired by an offhand comment (How many Coulibalys were there?) to write this.
It really is just for those of you who have ever lived in Mali and know the great pleasure that is taken in joking around family names, jokes about bean eating, and what different ethnic groups do.
Sung, of course, to the tune of “The Twelve Days of Christmas:

On my first day in Mali, there came to visit me

A Traore with a bowl of beans

On my second day in Mali, there came to visit me

Two Sidibes
And a Traore with a bowl of beans.

On my third day in Mali, there came to visit me

Three Diarras
Two Sidibes
And a Traore with a bowl of beans.

On my fourth day in Mali, there came to visit me

Four Coulibalys
Three Diarras
Two Sidibes
And a Traore with a bowl of beans.

On my fifth day in Mali, there came to visit me

FIVE DEMBELES
Four Coulibalys
Three Diarras
Two Sidibes
And a Traore with a bowl of beans.

(you know how it goes.  Skip to the end)

On my twelfth day in Mali, there came to visit me

Twelve  Tientas Fishing
Eleven Kodios climbing
Ten Tunkaras singing
Nine Sackos selling
Eight Keitas ruling
Seven Kantes smithing
Six AgMohameds
FIVE DEMBELES
Four Coulibalys
Three Diarras
Two Sidibes
And a Traore with a bowl of beans.

Here's Hoping Fanta Claus brings you something in your stocking other than Syɔ!

Work Covenant



A few weeks ago all of our leadership working across Africa were together in one place. One of us raised the issue of the seemingly impossible workload and how we could manage that and remain healthy and sane. 

Ironically, we decided to have an extra meeting after dinner to talk about it, but it was a good talk with people sharing what works for them and their frustrations in general. We agreed to work together on it. A few people said they would work up a sort of covenant to guide us.

This made me think of the “Leader’s Covenant” that Dr. Larrie Gardner (SIL Intl) wrote up several years ago (pasted in at the bottom). I pulled it up and inspired by it, I added a section on healthy work habits, working on what we had said as a group but also reflections drawn from my sabbatical and career counseling and coaching.  

I am coming up on a big work change, and am currently in-between job assignments. I move in a few weeks to a new location and am hoping I can use the new environment and job as a chance to make a fresh start at doing this RIGHT. (Hold me to it, will you?)

Leadership Covenant work habits

(Tim Tillinghast)
With God’s help, I recognize that the work is the Lord’s to accomplish, not mine. I will, therefore, seek to honor God in the way I work, not taking on more work than is healthy nor modeling incorrect work habits to those under me, thus creating unrealistic expectations.  I will not seek my significance in the work assigned to me. 
  • I will keep a Biblical Sabbath, realizing my work will never be done.
  • I will set additional boundaries around my time as needed, communicate those with my colleagues and not feel guilty about keeping  to those.
  • I will not take work home with me, either physically or in my mind, so as to be fully available to those closest to me and to myself.
  • I will seek to delegate to others, especially in my areas of weakness.
  • I will not be afraid to say “no” when necessary.
  • I will communicate to my supervisor if I feel like I have too much to do or if a deadline is unworkable and seek ways to adjust that. I will proactively seek to help those who report to me manage their workload.
I acknowledge that creating balance in my life allows me the reflective and restorative times necessary to fully leverage my strengths for the good of the group in the ways that God created me to. And that not doing this is actually detrimental to the work, the group and myself in the long run.

Leader’s Covenant

 (Source -  Larrie Gardner)
With God’s help, I will not use my position, title or authority to intimidate others or promote myself. I will use these to build others. 

With God’s help I will not pretend to know more or less than I do. I will ask for help when I need it and give credit. I will demonstrate an attitude of continual learning and growth.

With God’s help, I will be faithful to my spouse in body, mind, emotions and thought. I will maintain friends through openness, reciprocity, mutual support and genuine encouragement.

With the help of the Lord, I will strive to maintain a thought life that is wholesome and could be published without embarrassment. I will strive to be honest in my view of myself and others. I will choose to fill my mind with positive goodness; my default will be one of good will and trust in God., rather than mistrust, cynicism and suspicion. Trust begets trust.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

What I learned from (learning) Windsurfing.



This past 10 days I was on the Kenya Coast, tacking on vacation after a week of meetings in Nairobi. Our organization got me good rates at a nice resort, so it was a great break. [I refrain from using the term “well-earned vacation” – therein lies another blog post. Why can’t we in our work-oriented Western culture just TAKE vacations without having to justify them?]

The sails to the windsurf boards.
 One of the activities they had at the Turtle Bay Beach Club was windsurfing. There were 3 days of lessons and after that you could take the board out whenever you wanted. I am happy to say that I mastered the art of standing and steering and catching the wind well enough to go out on my own about 4 times, successfully surfing out to the Turtle Rock and back 4 different times unassisted.
Learning a totally new skill allowed me to reflect some on how to go about learning, teaching and mentoring. But I also had further thoughts on the “life as sport” metaphor which is a rich source of life lessons.



  •  Theory is important before you get your feet wet. My teacher and I spent my time on the beach with the equipment, learning the names of things, and the basic principles of turning, standing, etc. Without that basic theory, I would never have been able to stand up or go very far.
  •   Language or at least “shared conventions” is important in learning any new discipline. My instructor was not a native speaker of English and once I was finally up on the board and surfing, he kept yelling “forward”. I thought he wanted me to “go straight forward”, but instead he wanted me to move the boom forward, which would result in me turning into the wind – left of right.
  • When learning a new technique, it’s important to know the reason behind it and when to use it as opposed to other techniques. We learned a relatively easy way of turning the first day, On day two we abandoned this for “tacking”, which to me seemed a much harder way to turn and also a very easy way to fall down. I could never understand which one I should choose, until they finally told me that the easy way caused you to drift and so was not really used very much. 
Tidal pools at low tide.
  •  It’s okay to fall off. If you’re not willing to, you won’t get very far. (I was tortured by having seen a family of moray eels in one of the tidal pools the night before my lesson.  The big one, named “King George”, was over a meter long and pretty scary looking. At low tide, you could walk out to the tidal pools and I was always leery of falling into one of them when surfing in that area when the waters were higher.)   

    King George, The Moray Eel
  



















  •  It’s good to have someone push you out of your comfort zone and to go alongside of you where you would be afraid to go on your own. – On day, one we stayed within few meters of the beach, and I mastered basic techniques and the turns. Day two, I had a different instructor and within 10 minutes we were heading away from the beach straight out to Turtle Rock half a mile out, through deeper water where I wasn’t sure I could stand – and then beyond that to the sand bar/Island where I could. I was afraid of falling where I would not be able to stand up and get back on. And without my glasses, it was hard to judge how deep the water was, even though it was fairly clear. Needless to say, I was not confident to go out there on my own and probably never would had I not been forced to do by my teacher.
  •  Never doubt in the deep water what you learned in the shallow. Turning around in the deep water isn’t technically any harder than in the shallows. But psychologically, there is the fear of the unknown. How deep is the water? Will I be able to get back on if I fall?  I supposed the corollary of this is 

  •  “It’s good to practice in the shallow water, so that technique becomes second nature in the deep water.” (Have your contingency plans done before the crisis hits).
  • Gentle course corrections are better than lurching back and forth. It took me a while to learn this and a good deal of trust in what the instructor was saying. I would notice that I was veering off to the right and so I would move quickly and forcefully towards the left with strong pulls on the sail, which then required a counter correction. I had to learn to hold the sail more gently and make small corrections gradually. 
  •  Relax your hold; relax your shoulders and legs. Grabbing tightly gives the illusion of control but wears you out. 
  •  Singing helps when you get tense. (And yes, I dug the words to “Sail On” by the Imperials from the depths of my mind). 
  •  You have to have «points de repère » (landmarks) to keep you on track. Otherwise, it is easy to drift off course. Sailors have a compass and the stars, but without these you have to rely on points on the shore, stationary boats, rocks, flags, etc, to keep you from drifting. 
  •  There really is no way to go when there is no wind. Or if there is too much. It doesn’t matter how much you try. After my lessons were over, I was frustrated by the cycle of high tide which made it impossible to go out when I had access to the board. On two occasions, the tides were right, but the first time there was simply no wind and I came back in after 5 minutes. Another time, the water was right and the wind was blowing but it was too strong and again I was in after just a few minutes. Which leads to the last point: 
  •  Sometimes you just have to be still and wait until the time is right. (Wait upon the Lord!). As I found, there is no point in forcing things if the conditions are not right. You will wear yourself out and not get anywhere.

And if you wait patiently, you will be reward by perfect conditions for awesome surfing.  My last day I had to check out at 10 a.m. and leave at 1:30 pm. I went out sea kayaking around 10 a.m. thinking I could go surfing at 11. But when I came in the water was WAY TOO SHALLOW to do much of anything. I resigned myself to not surfing, and read on the beach and had lunch at 12:00. At 12:30, I went out to the beach and realized that the conditions were perfect and so I surfed from 12:35 -12:55, just enough time for two final trips out to the Turtle rock and back. An awesome way to close off a great 10 days!

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Cameroon - Same, Same, but different

On Sept 11, 1994, I landed on the African continent, for the first time since 1975 when I finished up my one year of boarding school at Good Shepherd School in Ethiopia.

This time I was arriving in Cameroon as an adult (30 years old) at the very start of my career in Africa, ready for our Africa Orientation Course. I had a year of french study under my belt and I was good to go. The next three months brought
  • adventures in shopping in the market, slip sliding down the hill in the mud.  
  • lectures on African culture, staying healthy in Africa
  • camping on the beach which included the infamous (an totally pointless) "killing a chicken" exercise and learning to use a machete to hack through the jungle. 
  • an example of how NOT to do community development, in which 25 expats go to a village and work on a well digging project
  • 3 weeks in a "village phase" in the extreme North
  • insects
  • and, of course, eating lots of unusual food.
So here I am back in Yaounde, Cameroon, after 18 years in West Africa.
I am here for some training to prepare me to take up a new role here in January. It is strange to have come full circle.
They say that the first weeks in a new place are when you should take a lot of pictures, write a journal, etc, because after that time, the new wears off and you do not notice as much.

So here we go - Cameroon 2.0
There is much that is familiar. The buildings on the workshop center all look pretty much the same. But walk outside the center and you are astounded at how much the city has grown up around us. Where there was formerly hills covered with jungle, there are now houses and taller buildings and Total gas stations convenience stores with ATMs and fancy self-serve coffee machines. Just to remind you that you are in Africa, the coffee machine has a sign on it telling you not to use it. I ask it if is broken and find out that it isn't. You pay at the counter and then they come around and punch the buttons for you. There are also books for sale with a sign telling you not to touch them!

I successfully made a trip downtown, which in 1994 was a place with piles of garbage and a high degree of crime. The trash is gone and many of the open areas have little parks. Apparently the crime is down as well. I made the trip back home in 2 taxis - different from what we have in Mali, but similar to those in Abidjan. You share the taxi with 4 or 5 others and pay 40 cents to go anywhere in the same direction as the others. I had to take 2 to get back home. 


There is much here that reminds me I am in Africa but then much that is strikingly different from the part of Africa where I have lived so long.

Cameroon is much more Christian. There are a plethora of church choices, a big cathedral right in the middle of the downtown circle. The country has more money and the church does as well. I was surprised last week to find that the church I visited had a projector and was putting the worship songs up on the wall.
Somehow being a Christian country in Africa nvolves a lot more alcohol and alcohol abuse. In the villages, they produce home grown alcohol and there are problems with drunkenness.  This was also the case in Burkina. I commented on it in one village in Burkina  where they told me it point blank it was because they were Christians, not Muslims.

Cameroon has a 20% Muslim minority. I have not seen any mosques, probably because most of the Muslims are in the North. I landed on the Muslim holiday of Eid Al-Adah, called Tabaski in West Africa. Here they call it the "Fête des Moutons" (Holiday of the Sheep) which is somewhat akin to calling Thanksgiving "Turkey Day". Not much of a holiday for the sheep! In any case, I saw none of the signs of Tabaski I was familiar with - sheep being slaughtered in the street, streets blocked off for the big prayer, people dressed in their best clothes going out and visiting each other.

One thing that really surprise me here is the lack of bicycles. I went out for my first ride a week ago and rode for 2 hours and did not see a SINGLE person riding a bicycle. After a week, I have seen only ONE person riding a bike. In West Africa, you see a lot of people riding to and from home on bicycles, often carrying racks of eggs, loads of hay, or even small animals on the back of their bikes. For many people, this is their only form of transportation.
One of my favorite signs in Mali - "watch out for headless cyclists"

On my ride, I was looking for a store selling a bike pump, and figured I could ride a kilometer or so and find a shop with bike tires and other parts hanging out in front. Never did see one. I stopped at a lot of moto shops, and hardward stores, and finally found one hardware store that had a pump. I may seriously have to bring innertubes with me from West Africa.

I think the lack of bikes here comes down to:
  • more money, allowing people to buy motorcycles. 
  • it is very hilly, enough so that your average person would be put off by cycling. 
  • there is a huge amount of traffic on the paved roads during the week.
Speaking of cycling, I have gotten out a few times now, and is wonderful riding out in the jungle. Beautiful trees, packed down mud roads that are not rocky, but made difficult by the number of hills, one right after another. Another difference I noticed out in "the bush" was the number of nicer, cement homes with proper roofs, even satellite dishes in the little village areas. That and a number of quite nice schools.

Sunsets are beautiful here as is the lush vegetation. There are swathes of undeveloped jungle here and there, including in the valley just behind where I live.

A tropical climate means an abundance of fruit and vegetables. I bought a giant pineapple today. There are the sweetest little clusters of manadarin oranges. Plump Avocados, bananas, tomatoes.

The meals include a lot of plantain. We had corn fufu once, not unlike the balls of dough made out of millet flour we have in West Africa, though made from corn flour here. Several times the cafeteria has served a sauce made out of greens, which i did not care for. We are not too far from the coast and so that means fresh fish and shrimp.

Peanuts come in whiskey bottles, for $2/bottle. they are better than the ones in Ouagadougou, but not as good as the Malian ones.
Eggs are a bit more expensive (90 CFA = 18 cents each)
The baguettes cost a bit less but are a strange mushy consistency, leading me to pine for the  crispier ones from Mali. At least, they are available in the little boutiques here, unlike in Burkina Faso where you have to go to the bakery to get it,

Clothing: Dress is more formal here. The director-types wear a tie every day. And it is not uncommon for higher-placed Africans to be wearing suits and ties. It seems that people do NOT wear dress shirts untucked here as much as they do in Mali. You do not see people wearing Boubous but there is plenty of "pagne" cloth from different associations made into shirts and dresses.


Language: There is a decent segment of the Cameroonian population who are anglophone (English speaking), though the majority of the country uses French as the language of wider communication.  So on center and off, you never know whether to speak English or French to folks.  I had a long conversation with a guy out on the street the other day in french and he finally said "My name is Jackson and I'm English speaking".
Bambara Blessing - May God Bless you!
What I find really difficult is not being able to talk to people in Bambara. I was out on the street the other day at a little table where someone was selling bananas. But no one was around. I kept trying to find words to ask those around where the vendor was but all that would come to mind was "Namasa tigi bɛ min?" French or English would have worked fine, but my brain is wired to function in Bambara in that environment.

 In spite of all the differences, there is much to remind me I am in Africa: friendly people who value relationships and have ingenious solutions to problems.

The other day out on a bike ride, I came across something that I did not understand. It was the end of the day, so the site was unoccupied but there were large granite boulders with fires built on top of them. The fires were sheltered by large logs on each side, to keep the fire concentrated in one place. There were three fires on each boulder. Next to the boulders were piles of large granite rocks.
I finally realized they must heat the rock until it splits and then somehow break them apart into granite rocks to sell. On the way home, I saw the aforementioned "Jackson" working on a site he was clearing for the landowner, who would use the granite to build a home. Once the rock is split, Jackson uses hammers and wedges to split it apart.
It was dark and so I could not get a good picture, but the next day I came back and saw that he had shaved off about 2 feet of the boulder.
The rock splitting site. Note the charred remains of three logs used for the fires. 


Monday, October 15, 2012

I wanna be your Hero



So the Lance Armstrong myth was unravelled "like a cheap sweater" this week as news came out that 11 of his former teammates confessed to doping, implicating him beyond any reasonable doubt, and not just as a victim of a corrupt system, but as a mastermind who took the whole thing to a new level.(See articles on George Hindcapie and Levi Heipheimer)
I have to say I was a true believer. I have the t-shirt. Actually, it is a very cool Discovery Team yellow jersey (circa 2005).
Even in Africa people know what that is about and say "Armstrong" when I ride by.
I have the yellow LIvestrong bracelet and wore it until about a month ago when stories started leaking out in the cycllng press.  I had always defended Lance but had lurking doubts, esepecially about the stories you'd always hear about him being vindictive and mean to those who dared cross him or the preferred version of the truth. It was then that I read a story by his former personal assistant and mechanic who eventually began to see signs and was written off as he finally refused to go along with the lie.  Lance is calling him a "disgruntled former employee". (Why is that you never run into gruntled employees?"
I think I held out a glimmer of hope in the integrity of cycling until George Hindcapie caved because he is widely accepted and loved and I thought surely he would not lie.
When he confessed this week, my initial reaction was "Is there no one righteous, not even one?"
This leads me to the whole topic of hero worship.
I came to sports fandom in my 40s. I was never good at team sports, and lived out of the US for most of my child and teen years so was underexposed to sports rules and teams at that age when you gain your sports team loyalty.
I became a fan of cycling through the backdoor - e.g. by riding my bike more and more and then transfering my love for riding to those folks riding by so fast on my TV screen in amazing french paysages. And then to this man with an incredible story, overcoming cancer and then dominating through training, discipline, scientific techniques, and an incredible team.... who we know learn were all doping. TdF oficials are now saying they can not even re-attribute Lance's 7 Tour de France wins because practically everyone in that era who was in the top 10 has been caught or confessed to doping.
"Twenty of the 21 podium finishers in the Tour de France from 1999 through 2005 have been directly tied to likely doping through admissions, sanctions, public investigations or exceeding the UCI hematocrit threshold. Of the 45 podium finishes during the time period between 1996 and 2010, 36 were by r  riders similarly tainted by doping." —USADA Reasoned Decision Against Lance Armstrong
Mr. Smith has gone to Washington and it seems that not only is he NOT Jimmy Stewart, he is a bigtime "insider" handing out favors to the cronies in his district.
So why DO we have such a desire to make heros out of people? I think it grows out of the idealism of youth, and the desire for things to be RIGHT in the world. If things are not right, then at least there are people out there fighting for truth and righteousness and justice. The desire for a better world, for a RIGHT world is a good one. 
The problem is when heros and even good men fall. There but for the grace of God go I.
When this happens we have the choice of retaining our high ideals and carrying on to fight another day.
Or of giving up hope:
Life unwinds like a cheap sweater
But since I gave up hope, I feel a lot better
And the truth gets blurred like a wet letter,
but since I gave up hope, I feel a lot better
(Steve Taylor, Since i gave up hope)
Steve Taylor also has a song called simple "Hero" wherein he tells the tale of a boy who read comic books by flashlight in seek of heros, only to see them crashing down.
Hero
It's a nice-boy notion that the real world's gonna destroy
You know it's a Marvel comicbook Saturday matinee fairytale boy
Growing older you'll find that illusions are bought
And the idol you thought you'd be was just another zero
I wanna be a hero
Heroes died when the squealers bought 'em off
Died when the dealers got 'em off
Taylor goes on to ask "where's a boy to turn?"
and then recounts how he was led to the pages of another book, when the house fell asleep, and to a man, Jesus, who said "I wanna be your hero".
And He, my friends, is a hero worth following, who will not disappoint.  You can wear HIS jersey and know you will not be caught short one day.
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